Welcome after big pause .. I'm better now.. because of spring ..  more sun .. more intresting thinks to do .. I have disagree with Metalhead friend now I have new one .. I have never problems with finding new ones .. but only this time when I have important sport events ..I'm packing up tomorrow I go to Olsztyn .. with Mazovia team .. I have a chance for (?) playing in National Team .. live is more beautiful  .. next week are EXAMs ..( fortunately I have them next year .. ;-D in this free time I'm goingo to Wołomin for prepare to some important tournament <3 .. I like when something constantly is happening .. Its no time for wondering about sense of live ( or nonsense )

This week I get in troubles : Monday penal test... from history ... Wednesday Valentines event - collecting valentine's card . I had choiced an hour of Knowledge about community - because I hate tthat bitch - our teacher ( she picked at me for my crooked face from first lesson, then  I talked back ) she always picks at when I say too much .. but at the time she picked at because we haven't told her we're collecting a Valentine's card .. Such a histerical WHORE ! ..-_- They removed me from School autonomy ...  cdn.

SHIT ! My nice friend has a friend .. THis WHORE fuck him !! possible ...

Metallica is playing on 10th Mai this year .. Its my birthday .. It will be the best birthday ever....^^

All days I'm typing ... I had been typing with some boy from school, but I had been seemed geek for him -_- (he talked to my prettier friend and complained .. he joked he take me to the museum or library for a date . I'm wearing glasses and my mum is teacher but It hurt me ...). He seemed such a nice boy .;'( ...
I have weeped out my best friend - Cowboy . He said don't worry I like you and my dad like you too... I answered : but you like The prettier friend more . He admited me right but said : what about my father ? he has seen you and her and still know I'm better .. ( his father could be my father twice ) ..
Unfortunately Some punk fallen in love with me and told he will kill himself if I isn't his girlfriend . He smells, he drank and drugged but he's having a pause now because his doctor said , no more if you want to live , .. I have seen him once when he weren't  drunk -_- . Life is brutal only boys what you don't want . fall in love ..

I had no time . I had been involved in very criminal story with Girls and our P.E. teacher . She threated us with a trial. Girls typed some perverted things on facebook . Usually noone respect what she say ( today situation We are on gym for ballerinas my best friend Olga is squeezing her pimples  I'm standing next to and looking at. Girls doing something different things .. but poor Ms Branch is screaming and don.'t know what to do .. yes It is our P.E. usually .. I don't join to practicing but If we have P.E. with boy from older class I do .. ^^

My good mood have been destroyed . I will never eat Mexican food before a training . I will never eat Mexican food to the end of my life . My mum made Mexican soup. I have eaten it and six sandwiches with peanut butter and yoghurt and salad. I was so hungry ! ... I felt sick . May I be pregnancy? I don't remember ? I don't drink or drug so If I was raped I would remember it .. ;-> Can people become pregnant by kiss ?
Now I'm sitting and drink ( Maybe I should drink pennyroyal tea.) cocoa . It's an aphrodisiac unfortunately. I will be more horny after . I fed my ex boyfriend with strawberries. :-) It has a similar effect. But now we have a winter. It's -20 and on Friday the weather forecast have announced -30. ;-( I sypmathize with hobos and niggers who lives in Poland. Specially nigger. I and other Slav are adjusted by nature. I came to the conclusion I have never seen skiing nigger !