I'm so tired. I have already come back from Wołomin. There is my new team I'm getting use to play with them. Girl accepted my at once. Coach seems very confident he looks like John Travolta and behaves like older 'the most popular boy in the high school'. He slandered every other teams. But he is frank. Girls told : He says everything what he thinks. Actually It doesn't annoy me he has praised me.
I lived in hotel. Alone. I had done what I wanted. between trainings but I was too tired to make some crazy things ( usually I only lying like embryo) and crazy things isn't as nice as you're alone. I have been watching .. it was MTV maybe and I know why Kurt Cobain killed himself.  He watched MTV too, possible some program like ,Disco above everything,. I don't know how they can call it music too.